6 days...

and I am very nervous! I am using today to go buy the last of what I need and get errands done and begin packing! I also need to read some more! I keep saying to people "I hope its good" translation I am to nervous to think about it to hard and I am completely out of control right now so these are the only words that will come out besides.....

"I am scared, I am scared, I AM SCARED"

It isn't a new emotion to me I don't have problems doing new things but i am uncomfortable doing them alone! I have found myself wishing i knew at least one person but that is just part of the experience! I also deal with leaving my family by not thinking about it, its how i dealt with it before you just do it don't think about it, so I am sure i seem cold to some people but its how I deal ! Well of i go to run errands and pack!